#voicethisout 

Hi Akka. I got married on Feb 2021 and we both are IT professionals so we planned to postpone our pregnancy for at least 6 months to 1 year as we had some career plans.
But due to my MIL’s pressure, we planned soon and after 5 months of marriage I got conceived, Within 10 days of confirming my pregnancy our pet dog was sick and it was dead and unfortunately, it bite my husband very slightly, so my in-laws started talking that it is because of the baby and they were talking about aborting my baby.
My husband stood with me and finally In-laws decided to check with an astrologer he confirmed that there is no harm due to the baby and finally they closed such topics.
Later in my pregnancy journey I didn’t have any vomiting and had only very less nausea so again my MIL doubted and she started telling me that it is not a baby it may be a cyst so take a scan and confirm.
Somehow my pregnancy journey ended and I delivered a girl baby through normal delivery. I was very stubborn that I should have only normal delivery because my MIL was always commenting that I will have only C-sec because I’m sitting the whole day ideally (IT work) even though I do all household work.
There are a lot more sufferings that I face so I thought to stay away from them and I’m in my mother’s home as my husband is abroad but still, they are blaming me as I’m not giving their grandchild to them. I decided to stay away from them for my mental health and moreover, I haven’t healed yet from my past incidents with them.
whenever they talk to my kid the thought of abortion that they suggested comes to my mind and I’m going crazy because of it I thought to stay away from them. But whatever I do is a problem for them. Please voice this out!!